He's the reason that I smiled.. He's the reason that i cried..
Trying hard to trust him back, but loving him, there's no doubt..
Just wish it hadn't happened and things were like before..
Cause I can't stand this paranoia, and it makes me feel insecure..
Truth is, I haven't forgive him, and I haven't forget it yet..
Now and then, the memories came to haunt me..
Still can feel the pain.. How stupid I felt..
Maybe he just didn't realize how real this pain is, and how aching my heart is, since that day..
And this is something an advanced medicine can't even cure..
But I guess it is true, sometimes we just need to make the mistake to make the realization..


I won't wait forever for you to ask the question