Today was my GB’s last day... We had a mini farewell BBQ at school from break time till it was time to go home. My day didn’t go so well today, I did have fun but I guess my heart was just not into it. My mind was wandering around the whole day. Not to say that my heart was beating twice the normal heart rate of a normal person. Well, I wasn’t being myself today... Got lots of things on my mind... On top of my list is HIM... This always happens to me. Whenever I found someone I really, really like or might love, things don’t seem to end well... And this time, I don’t want that to happen...

Whatever she can do, I can do it better!

I sent him off this afternoon.. It was so good to see him... To have him by my side... To listen to his voice, his laugh and to watch him being all goofy and sweet to me.. hihi.. And now I'm missing him so much...


What we are, we do..
















My Shema...
The battle of the tears.. hihi.. U judge!















This is Nina.. She's a sweet girl.. At first she was all serious and didnt wanna talk to me.. But I have my ways around little girls.. I guess i still got my touch with kids.. Hihi..

This was me teaching her how to smile for the camera.. hihi..

At first she was being reluctant to do it.. But as u know, I wont quit til she does it..

And the result....... Yay!!! She did it.. She smiled for the camera.. But I think I'd overdid it.. LoL


My Cumul....






Dear Cumul and Shema, this is some of the pics u wanted.. Aku malas upload ke FB.. hihi.. mwahhzzz.. i love you girls

What if you don’t see my smiles again, would you miss it?

What if my hands are not there to be touch again, will you stumble?

What if you can’t hear my heart beating again cause I’m just too far away, will you look for me?

What if I was not here, would you be there with her?

What if?