comfortable as I am,

I need your reassurance.
comfortable as you are,
you count the days.

but if I wanted silence,
I would whisper.
and if I wanted loneliness,
I'd choose to go.

and if I like rejection,
I'd audition.
and if I didn't love you,
you would know.

and why cant you just hold me?
and how come its so hard?
and do you like to see me broken?
and why do I still care?

you say you see the light now,
at the end of this narrow hall.
now I wish I didn't matter,
now I wish I didn't give you all.

poor little misunderstood baby,
no one likes a sad face.
but I cant remember life without him.
I think I did have good days..
i think i did have goods days